Tuesday, September 25, 2012
|Poisoning thoughts|
I should stop letting bad thoughts infiltrate my mind as I think about things. They poison me, in a chronic way.
Subtlety goes a long way, and I've chosen to try it. But somehow a lot of acting has to be involved. And I don't like it. I can't take it, yet I'm not willing to show it.
You know sometimes when u're actually not tt happy but yet u have to pretend tt you are? Cos life still goes on and nobody truly cares, not even those who claim they do. Not like I'm exempted from it, though I believe tt I actually tried.
Erratic behavior is the outcome, neurosis or even psychosis. Nevertheless, blogging virtually helps me to live in reality. Or perhaps I've alr lost contact with the real world and is just getting self absorbed. This is worrying.
