Thursday, September 27, 2012
|Priorities|
Argh, why am I blogging here when I'm supposed to study?
Cos I'm vexed. I CANT DECIDE ON A CAKE.
I HATE CAKES. not just dislike.
Why were cakes created in the first place. Why do people have cakes on their birthdays. I'm just a useless Libra who can't decide. Who doesn't seem to be pleased with anything. Who is a great irritant.
I sometimes feel that I am not doing what I want, saying what I want to say. I tend to say the opposite nowadays. For example, I'd choose to say that I'm okay but actually i'm not. And that makes me even more miserable.
Recently I've been feeling short bursts of angina. I wonder if it's psychological. Then the sensation spreads to my abdomen. Still towards the left side. I'm wondering if it's my mental state manifesting itself in a physical manner, or there is sth really physically wrong with me.
Either way, this page is getting darker.
